Das bin ich

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Where is the Love I´m searching for?
Where are my friends who know me?
What are feelings?
I`ve heard this word before... it´s sleeping in my memory!

I´m so down
My life is so boring
My feelings are hiding
in the black hole of my soul!

Am I´m draming?
Where is the truth?
No one undestands me!
I only feel pain...

Am I´m down?
What can I do?
My feelings are hiding
in the black hole of my soul!

I feel loneliness
I´m crying black tears.
Where is my happiness?
what are my fears?

No one to protect me!?
No place to hide!?
Is it only black everywhere?
where is the Hope?

Only dissapointments.
Only lies.
Where are the helping hands?
my mine cries.

I´m falling through the nothing
Why are they only looking?
When does it stop?
Please change something.

I´m drinking my blood.
I see my wounds
But I feel no pain
And I get no help....

Want to forget the past.
try to look into the future.
Everything I see is hate.
What is the sence of life?

Why it is so cold?
Why it is so dark?
Is there someone?
Someone who is important for me?

Perhaps you think I´m happy!
Do you see my feelings?
Do you know my thoughts?
You know nothing about me!

I cannot find the exit...
Is there a way out of hell?
No more hope... leave it!
I fall and fall...

Give me some attention
I´m fading away...
There is no protection
Leave me calmly here alone

DARKNESS
COLDNESS
SILENCE
LONELINESS

I´m so tierd.
I want to sleep
and never wake up again
So let me rest in peace

!!!!!!!!!!!!!